Striving to Be Ordinary
Striving to Be Ordinary As a child, Hermann Hesse's "Demian" was a beautifully enchanting novel that exuded an inexplicable magic. I became so immersed in Hesse's writing that I indulged in almost all of his works. I use the word "indulged" because it's more accurate to say I was paralyzed, unable to properly grasp his intentions. Years later, rereading his works, I was surprised to find a completely different world unfolding. It was shocking to realize that Demian was another self of Sinclair. Hesse's soul is like Demian's clear spirit and Sinclair's mature, intellectual root. "If you seek happiness, you cannot be happy, and if you seek the meaning of life, you cannot live." I couldn't understand what Hesse meant by this at all. However, after quite some time and experiencing various parts of the world, I'm grateful and proud that I can now somewhat empathize with this statement. Happiness cannot be the purpose; life is s